working journey~~

已经好久好久没有UPDATE我的部落格了～～
在工作的路途也已经快接近半年了，
我再一次的问我自己，这是我要走的路吗？
我能在继续走下去吗？
在这里虽然象地狱，不过就是因为这地狱的生活不断的
鞭策我，我改变，也学了许多。
上司的痛骂是我改变的原因，做错了，是我进步的时候了。
多了一位同事，也是我象他学习的时候。
不过这位同事，也搞得我头痛。


好朋友～～这些名词渐渐消失在我人生里，
他们都到哪儿了？
人啊～～往往都非常现实的。

MY 20th birthday~~

2day i received many wishes.. but some of my best fren~~ they 4get my birthday~~ dissapointed ler.. haiz...T.T but in the end i having a happpy birthday^^thx my dear for celebrating my birthday~~muakssss~Appreciate for all wishes!!!

Now~~ wat i hope is.. done best in my work.. can fulfill wat i hope wat i wan-Degree of ACCA... Im coming soon!! haha.. but... can i do it??

Starting my working journey

1st day -4/5/09
2day is the 1st day of my work.. when come to the office.. too early?? the office have no ppl there.. so i go to have my breakfast v my fren-angie.. its not too early.. is the office ppl duno who i am .. so din open for me.. haiz... so i have to wait outside.. actually is very dangerous.. coz the office is besides the highway.. but have no choice for me to do that.. when starting my work.. its really not use to it, but i have to do all of this.. doing labelling, file, open cheque, all look like easy job, but actually not. i have to be very carefull on it. when have mistake of one of it, the process of re-do will be very trouble. even i very concentrate on my job d.. but still have some mostake on it.. wuwuwu~~T.T but luckly the boss din scold me.. coz she noe im stil nt use to it.. why i so careless?? is becouse im still very sad.. havent recover on it.. when i alone, i will recall bak that happen.. thats really hurt me... hope the times can pass v earase the bad memory.. jy agnes...I CAN DO IT!!!

你相信我的为人，你就把我当好朋友

I cant do anythings... u know it? I at the hard position, wat i gonna to do? I apologize.. even thats not my faults... We know each others... A goods frenz.... A ppl know me very well... If you know me ... U will trust me... u will continue be a goods frenz v me... but if u dun trust me.. i cannot do anythings... even im still wan u be my good frenz... This case... is a careless.... Nt ur faults... not my faults... u wan scold me... u wan say *@###$$$ to me ... i ntg to say... i done my part alrdy.... 我知道你很讨厌我， 但是我还是会把你当成 朋友， 如果当初我隐瞒你， 那就真的是我的错。 如果我隐瞒你， 那我就是坏人。那时你真的不需要把我当成朋友。我想要告诉你的是....无论我现在做什么都不能， 你相信我的为人，你就把我当好朋友。 

你们的阻止然我不能成长，但。。。

但， 我很明白你们的苦心，without experience, without work, how i goona to do?? Cant u all give me a way for my future? I felt unhappy when u all block my way.. but i know thats all for my own good, I wan study?? i wan work??? U all make me confuse when i have make a decision, always block me when i wan to do my way. This is call for my own good?? or thats cant make me grow.... Cant u all talk to me properly? Y always have scolding.. Scolding really so effective to me?? 你们的不赞成也许会令我永远困在这小小的地方。 不出去闯闯我是不会甘心的！！也许这是一条很难走的路，但我想试试。 失败了，还能站起来·。。。主啊！！请你给我明确的道路。。阿门。

*Future*

Another few more weeks i will finish my life in Kampar... Happy?Sad? i duno how to describe on it.. 2 years alrdy pass.. and finish my diploma soon... wat i gonna to do in my future?? i think i will continue study .. no more choice for me alrdy... but i will choose nt study at Kampar dy... coz really too bored.. but luckly got my frens to accompany me... although the life at kampar really...... but Kampar is a good place to study.. Really~~ Peaceful town~~
My future.. "miao man" duno wat will happen... scared to face it... GOD pls guide me, pls give support to me... hope my choice wont be a mistake.....

今天的我很平静，没有压力，颓废的一天，看了一整天的电视，到现在眼睛已经开始蒙蒙了~~不过我很enjoy这一切. 因为我终于开完试了！好开心阿~~！！不过考试时期的我，也已经开始改变了，那时我也想了很多，一切都想通了，不再依赖他了。我也已经习惯没有你问候的日子了，开始把你当成一位msn/hi bye/的朋友了。我以为我得到了一位很好的朋友， 就像我的同学-GC 他和我分享了一个朋友的故事。 这位朋友虽然他认识不带两年，可是他可以为了他而做了许多令他感动的事情。我很羡慕他， 因为他得到了他人生的知己。GC 是一位很重感情的人，在他身上我看到了许多事，尤其是-友情。许多人也许一生当中连一位知己也没有，可是身边来来去去的朋友多不胜数。人生当中很难会出现知己~~要珍惜所对你好的人。 那就再也没有遗憾了。知道吗？？ ^^